They’re Lying to You, Julia Braverman.

If you’ve been around me any length of time, you know that I do my best not to ruffle feathers. I am off-the-charts when it comes to empathy, and generally speaking, I’ll inconvenience, embarrass, or blame myself just to keep someone else from melting with discomfort. 

So this post is a rare type for me — it’s the kind where many of you might be searching for the unsubscribe button and others of you will misinterpret my words {or not} and judge me, disagree with me, or maybe even be angry at me. 

But this time, it’s a risk I’m willing to take because friend, my heart is for you and my heart is for marriage and family and the beauty that God builds out of brokenness and hurt and the disappointment we so often face. 

This post is about marriage, and it’s about the popular prime time TV show, Parenthood. 

I’ve watched and enjoyed the show, but these last few episodes have grieved my heart.

One of the main characters, a sister in the great Braverman family, is separated from her husband. He says it’s because of an inappropriate emotional relationship she began with another father at their kids’ school, but anyone watching the show, or who has been married for any length of time, knows that the road to separation began long before that. Now coping with the separation and not knowing whether it’s a “break” or an end, Julia is navigating the waters of single adulthood while still a married woman.

I watched the last few episodes of the show — and all I want to do is have a heart-to-heart with Julia Braverman because Friends, she is hurting and she is searching, and her siblings aren’t telling her the truth!

It’s just a TV show but it grieves my heart because I am faced with the effects of adultery every single day: my history, your stories, and so many broken marriages surrounding me. This is more than just a TV show, it is a reality that many of you face today.

My heart is so broken for hurting marriages because these aren’t just hurting marriages, these are hurting people and hurting kids. So I guess I don’t really know what I’d say to Julia Braverman — I know I would be gentle and loving and honest — if you know me, you know these words would never have even a hint of condemnation; only compassion and love and tears because my heart hurts with those who are hurting. Maybe it’d be something like this:


Hope when your marriage is falling apart

They’re lying to you, Julia. When you asked if it’s okay for you to go out with Ed because he makes you “happy” – he makes you “feel good” – and your siblings said, “Yea, of course! Go for it!” – they were wrong. 

Julia, it’s not okay.

I know you feel lonely, confused, angry, and maybe even abandoned. The hurt runs deep and all you want is to feel a little happy, a little hope.

You want to feel light again and believe that good things are coming, but this is not the way.

You want to save your marriage. I can see it.

Julia, going out with another man is not the way to fight for your marriage. Following your feelings isn’t the answer. Following the feeling – giving in to the way he made you feel – is a big reason you are where you are now. You are still married. Going out with another man is adultery. It is cheating. Even if it makes you feel good. 

And Julia, when you admitted to having a one-night stand – because you needed to “break free” – and then you asked your sister if you’re a horrible person, she was wrong. You are a horrible person, but not because you had an affair. You are a horrible person because of your sin. am a horrible person because of my sin.

We all are horrible people because of the ugly, devastating effect of sin! A person who commits adultery isn’t the only person who needs a Savior. We all do, because we all have sinned! No matter how free you felt, what you did was wrong.

In that moment, you were selfish – you weren’t thinking of your husband, no matter how much he has hurt you, it doesn’t justify cheating.

You are further damaging your marriage and the repercussions will run more deeply than you know – in your marriage, in your future relationships, with your children and their future spouses. You can’t outrun adultery.

But Julia, there is hope. There is a God who sees your loneliness. He sees the box in which you’re living and the emotional turmoil burning in your hurt, and He knows you feel trapped. He knows you feel unseen, unappreciated, unknown! 

He knows you feel like you can’t breathe deep or feel relief because this isn’t how you were meant to live. This same God loves you with a love that we can’t even comprehend. It is a love that is patient and kind. One that isn’t full of pride or selfishness. His love doesn’t keep a record of the things you’ve done wrong and it is not easily angered. His love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. His love never, ever gives up. 

There is no obstacle, no mistake, no intentional wrong choice that can keep Him from loving you. In fact, His love runs so deep that He gave up that which was most precious to Him, to wear your failure and disappointment and shame and all of our horrible – and to take the punishment that you and I so rightly deserved. He died because He loves you

But He didn’t stay dead. He conquered sin and even death! It sounds crazy or maybe distant? But His love, His death and resurrection makes a difference today, in my life and in yours.

And maybe I’m writing less and less to Julia and more and more to you and to me because –

I know what you’re thinking — You don’t know my situation, Erika. You don’t know how far things have gone.

You’re right. Friend, I say this with tears streaming down my cheeks – I don’t know your situation, but God does. He cares, and Friend, I’m believing for you.

It’s not going to be easy or fast. This could be a for-the-rest-of-your life fight or it could be a miraculous instant healing. I don’t know how God will work in your situation, but I know that His will for you is healing in Jesus Christ, forgiveness by His blood, and hope through His Spirit.

Friend, I know there are no pat answers and the hurts are deep and compounded and unbelievably tangled. I know that many days, there feels like there’s no hope, but Sister, we serve a God who conquered death, a God who breathes life into dead bones!

He makes dead things come alive

Does your marriage feel dead? Is your hope gone? God is a God of life and hope and who can do exceedingly, abundantly more than all we can ask or even imagine. He wants to breathe the breath of life into your dead relationships! 

So Julia {Friend?}, you’ve made some mistakes, and you haven’t done it all right — none of us have. But in Jesus Christ there is forgiveness. There is a fresh start. There is life and hope — and happiness. He has a bigger plan for your marriage than you ever could. Will you trust Him with it?

I believe in hope.

I believe in redemption, and I believe in healing, and it’s only because I believe in a God who felt our disappointment, carried our devastation and who wore our shame. A God who bent low, becoming one of us, and who walked this road. He died for us so that we can have life with Him – LIFE! And life to the full.

“So then, since we have a great High Priest who has entered heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we believe. This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same testings we do, yet he did not sin. So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most” (Hebrews 4:14-16 NLT).


Friend, how can I pray for you?


Pray Truth: Praying God’s Word for My Husband’s Heart

For those of you who are married — whether your marriage is strong, struggling, or somewhere in between, a few years ago I wrote a series of praying God’s Word for our husband’s hearts, and it will be released this year as an eBook.

It is powerful. God has used it in my life and in the lives of others, and I honestly think it is a book that all of us  wives need.

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My heart longs for families to grow together in their relationship with God – to understand the immensity of God’s love for us, to know the transformative power of Christ’s death and resurrection and to live differently because of what Christ has done for us. I pray that God will use this humble book to work powerfully in the hearts of children and parents, all for His glory! 

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How do You Parent?

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One of the books I’m currently reading is Give them Grace by Elyse Fitzpatrick, and to be perfectly honest, it’s kicking me in the pants.

I’ve heard about the book many times and have had it on my shelf for nearly a year, but you know how God puts certain words in your path at just the right time? That’s what He’s done for me with this book.

I have written about teaching our kids to pray and family devotions, and I write over and over again about the importance of us as parents living out our faith, giving our kids an authentic model of what it means to follow Jesus – and yet, how often my parenting slips right back into anything but a Gospel-centered focus!

I impose the Law on my kids and set obedience as the standard to be obtained. Recently, this reality has been glaring in my face. I see it most when my sweet girl strives hard to meet my expectations, to do the “good girl” thing — and in her frustration and defiance when the bar is set too high. I also see it when I get unduly irritated over opportunities I have to train and teach my kids!

I’m trying to break free from living as a good girl, but here I am grooming my daughter into that mold!

I’ve been wrestling with the question of what makes our home distinctively Christian I don’t want our home to simply be a good, moral home! I want our home to be alive with the Spirit of God! I want to trust Him to change the hearts of my kids, not my rules, demand for obedience, or good intentions.

What a surprise picking up Give them GraceHere I thought I was starting a light, fluffy parenting book, but instead I entered more deeply into the questions I’ve been wrestling, and I’m finding help along the way.

Though I didn’t intend for this post to be a book review, so far, it is definitely a book I recommend. Have you read it?

Today I’m over at For the Familywriting more about the struggle I’ve had and sharing a sweet story about my daughter and a gift she received and how again I was reminded of what it really means to disciple our children and encourage them to grow in their own faith.

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Question for You:

What are your thoughts on the difference between moral parenting and Gospel-centered parenting? Where do you find that most of your parenting falls? {I’ll be honest, for me, I have a lot of room for improvement!!}


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Why I’m Doing the Whole 30 While I’m Pregnant

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If you follow me on Instagram, you know that last week I started the Whole 30 program again. If you’re not familiar with the program, here are the basics: 30 days – no grains, no sugar, no dairy, no beans — a major overhaul in the way I eat.

I’ve had a lot of people ask why I would begin such a rigorous change while I’m pregnant and a few are quite worried that I’m trying to lose weight and concerned that I’m eating well.

Let me assure you: I am not trying to lose weight, and with the elimination of so many added sugars and processed foods, I am eating far better than I usually do.

For some time now, God has been pressing on my heart the need to make fasting a priority again. Being pregnant, I was hesitant to begin a fast but knew I needed to be obedient. So I prayed about it, asking God to show me how I could follow in obedience while still doing all I can to give this baby the nutrition she needs. The Whole 30 was an answer for me. With this program, I am eating more nutritiously than before while still stripping away so many of the foods I’ve come to depend on and turn to!

It may not seem that challenging to some of you — there are so many good foods I can eat — but for me, breaking my addiction to sugar and my dependency on grains and comfort food (think cream in my coffee!!) is very difficult.

Quite honestly, my emotions have been on a world-class roller coaster this pregnancy, and if food is contributing to the highs and lows with sugar crashes and the like, I don’t want to be a victim anymore. 

But even more so, when I feel discouraged or down, my first inclination is to turn to a comfort food. Fortunately I haven’t struggled with eating a whole carton of ice cream or eating an entire batch of cookies, though I can overly indulge for sure, but I don’t like the fact that in my sadness I turn to something other than God. Hmmm, seems like I’ve found an idol. 


I’ve done the Whole 30 in the past, and I didn’t stick with it. This time, however, I’m determined it will be different because this time, this is not just physical for me; this is spiritual. 

Doing the Whole 30 this month is so much more than eating a healthy diet, this is about obeying God, stripping away my dependencies on food, and seeking Him with my whole heart.

This time, the Whole 30 isn’t about me.

As I respond in obedience to God, I am praying that He will use this time to change me, to open my eyes to see Him. There are three specific prayer requests for which I am seeking Him, seeking His guidance, and looking for His answer, but more than anything, I just want more Jesus.


Question for You:

Have you ever done the Whole 30 before? Have you ever fasted?  Tell me about your experience!


Don’t Forget!

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